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Blue Jay

by Cardboard Houses

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1.
I hope one day that I will drown One wave will finally bring me down I hope that my lies will be found I want to be pushed to the ground I wonder if my family knows These words I say as my nose grows I dream my secrets will be out My rain of lies will hit a drought Coughing down my sleeves Holding back these words Hiding in my sweatshirt Holding back myself I pray one day that I'll be caught That justice will be finally brought Maybe that'll end my misery Finally solve my mystery But I want to be different I want all the rules to be bent I am nothing but a lie Because I don't want to be The same old guy
2.
Waking Up 06:38
Sirens wake me at the crack of dawn Still crust in my eyes and a nonstop yawn My mind is shut my eyes are closed Blind to these forests being bulldozed What is poverty what's tax rate? Deaf to the problems in this state The answer to all problems is war Why is America such a whore? I feel like waking up Do you feel like waking up I feel like waking up The flood gets me out of my bed But still I can't get a clear head The people around me plug my ears All of my life I've been blind to tears Tears of the kids stomped on each day But these people don't let them say Say that the rich steal from the poor Why is life just senseless war? I feel like waking up
3.
Why 05:15
Come to my house, I've got a lot of different things that you would like to see about me. I forgot my blouse, I forgot all of the clothing to cover up the dogma in my past Nothing matters, I'm just a nihilist to the core and life is just a bore always But no I can't tell what is real and what is not But I'm bound to be caught trying
4.
Fever Dream 04:16
I feel like nothing is real Faces and forced sex appeal I feel like the world is a lie Each day is staged then we all die Break my bones break me too Living like you want me to do Plastic dirt painted blue sky I won't believe, I won't comply. It's a fever dream I want to scream Make it seem like not a scheme It's an illusion that things are fine Yet you steal the rights that are mine I'm done with lies I'm done with hate When was America ever really great? Ideals engraved in our skulls Plug your ears and take out our souls Paper faces and paper hands Paper cuts make up our plans The worlds a gimmick and you're a fool Believe in lies and stay in school. It's a fever dream I want to scream Make it seem like not a scheme It's an illusion that things are fine Yet you steal the rights that are mine.
5.
Blue Jay 04:44
Where I live has become a fortress I am not allowed in I don't feel home I don't feel vacation I feel like I'm drowning Can't breathe the still air that I rest in, I choose to be sedated But the patterns on my walls are swimming and I feel asphyxiated Until I find some NyQuil and melatonin, my mind will never calm down Maybe the grass is greener on the other side, I need out of this town. Where do I go? Where should I go when these walls feel like they're closing on me This un-agoraphobia has been plaguing me frequently Because no matter what my folks will think that I am a disappointment When I come home stoned I feel oh so exiled I just need anointment From a priest who my dad thinks is Jesus' Albert Einstein So I avoid and leave that's all I can do best, I'll flee to the coastline Where do I go?

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released June 30, 2018

Recorded by Patrick Hills at Earthtone Studios
Artwork by Pavlov Visuals

Guitar/Vocals: Plum Anderson
Bass/Vocals: Blake Eitel
Drums: Ryan Keeley

All songs written by Anderson, Eitel, & Keeley

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